Let's break up at 5:58

  Nuan Nuan glanced at me and said "Your girlfriend's call."

  "Uh-huh."

  "I'll just stay here then. Otherwise I'd have to come back tomorrow, get the surgery done quickly, rest for a few days and treat it like a bad dream, that's fine."

  "What would you like to eat? I'll buy it back for you."

  "What does your girlfriend want to eat."

  "It's okay, just tell me what you want to eat and I'll go get it from a couple of places."

  "Buy KFC instead. Convenient."

  I smiled and said "Nowadays, do all girls like eating this?"

  Nuan nodded slightly "It's not necessarily so, anyway, people around me all like it."

  "What did you eat."

  Hamburger, French fries, Coke, chicken wings.

  "Alright, just wait."

  I went downstairs, hailed a taxi, and at KFC, bought a bucket. I purchased a meal set, divided it between Nuan Nuan and Zi Ya. Returned to the hospital, handed over the food to Nuan Nuan "You'll be fine tonight, right?" Nuan Nuan had already turned on the TV, taken off her coat, and lay down on the bed, where there was also a small table for eating.

  She smiled and asked, "I said there's a problem, will you stay?"

  I thought for a moment and didn't say anything.

  Nuan Nuan waved goodbye to me and said, "Bye bye. The hospitalization procedures were all handled earlier. That doctor and that nurse, the way you dealt with them was not bad, they took good care of me."

  I shook my head "Call me if you need anything."

  "What's the point of calling"

  "When to hit, when to arrive."

  "So you're saying that I'm still responsible for this."

  I looked at Nuan and said, "Are you sarcastic towards me, looking down on me, or mocking me?"

  Warmly rubbing his hands together, "There's a little bit of everything."

  "Whatever." I said, and then turned around to leave. When I got back to the house that Bo Long and the others were renting, Zi Ya was inside watching a DVD. As soon as she saw me come in, she smiled and ran over to me wearing slippers "Liu Liu". She reached my side and gave me a big hug.

  I kissed Ziya's cheek "Come on, come on, dinner is ready."

  "Awesome Liu Liu, I'm starving to death. So thirsty. Liu Liu, you're so considerate, as soon as I open my eyes, there's water and drinks beside me, I love you to death."

  I smiled and patted Ziya's head "Alright, eat up."

  "Why aren't you eating?"

  "Eat, eat, together."

  Ziya suddenly sniffed me all over "Liu Liu, did you go to the hospital?"

  I paused for a moment "No, why say that."

  "This is strange, it's impossible" Then Zi Ya sniffed my body again "It's impossible, Liu Liu, you must have gone to the hospital. I've been particularly sensitive to this smell since I was a child, what did you go to the hospital for, tell me quickly"

  "It's okay, it's okay. Didn't go."

  Ziya grabbed my arm and gently lifted up my sleeve, looking at the bandage wrapped around my arm "Is it a problem here?"

  I had an epiphany "It's okay, went for a check-up and got a shot"

  "It's okay, right?" Zi Ya asked with concern, reaching out to touch my forehead. "You're not hot either. Liu Liu, are you okay?"

  I nodded "Mm-hmm, don't worry, it's okay, it's okay"

  "Oh, it's okay then, you'd better take off your clothes quickly, the smell on your jacket is really bad."

  I smiled and took off my clothes, Ziya pulled out perfume from her bag and sprayed it all over me.

  "What's wrong with you, stop talking nonsense."

  "I don't like that smell. This perfume is good."

  "Alright, let's eat." I simply tidied up a bit and started eating with Zi Ya at the table in the living room. After finishing dinner, I felt a bit tired and slowly lay down on the bed. Zi Ya, wearing her pajamas, leaned against my side "Liu Liu".

  I let out an "ah" and looked at Zi Ya, "What's wrong?"

  "It's nothing," Zi Ya said with a smile, and then she hugged me and kissed me, afterwards lying down on the bed. "Tonight we don't need to draw a line at 38 degrees."

  "I sighed and said, 'Aren't we going back to school tonight?'"

  "Let's go back tomorrow morning."

  I'm a bit depressed. "Stop messing around, let's go back to school tonight, or we'll have to get up at several points tomorrow morning when we go to class."

  "Don't you want to spend the night with me here?" Yaya smiled at me.

  I took a deep breath, rubbed my temples "Ziya, spare me, can only look but not touch, and there's a beautiful girl sleeping next to me, I'm still a normal young man with raging hormones, you know how hard it is?"

  Zi Ya thought for a moment, "Why am I not feeling unwell?"

  "Sister, okay, you win. You're capable, let me touch you, kiss you, and flirt with you a bit. See if you can handle it or not. If you still can't handle it, then that can only prove one thing."

  "What's wrong?"

  "Big sister, you're frigid."

  "Get lost. Stinky rascal." Zi Ya smiled and punched me. Then Zi Ya's voice suddenly became softer "At night, we can get a bit closer. But don't be too excessive."

  "Never mind, I'll just go back to school and live there instead. We have an early start tomorrow anyway."

  "Ziya pouted her small mouth 'Liu Liu, are you thinking especially'."

  "Ah, of course, I must think carefully." After saying that, I gave Yaya a stern look. I was just casually speaking, but what Yaya did next left me stunned.

  Ziya directly opened her pajamas. Her **, appeared in front of me, Ziya closed her eyes and slowly bit her lips. Her body trembled slightly, as if her heart was struggling intensely.

  I instinctively reacted in this situation at this time.

  I took a step forward, just about to hug Zi Ya, when the warm face suddenly appeared in my mind, followed by two very clear and loud slaps. It was me giving myself a slap.

  After finishing, I walked to Ziya's side, stretched out my hand and put the pajamas on Ziya. After putting them on, I hugged Ziya and went to the bed. Letting her sit on the bed, I squatted in front of her "Silly girl, how can you so easily believe men."

  Ziya reached out and touched my face "Liu Liu, why are you hitting yourself so hard, with such a heavy hand, can't even spare yourself."

  I nodded "Being strict with oneself is not bad at all. I was too indulgent in the past, so I made many mistakes and learned a lot of lessons. I don't want to repeat the same mistakes."

  Ziya lowered her head "Liu Liu, what do you mean?"

  "Zi Ya." I took a deep breath. "I'm not a good man, not a man worthy of your lifelong trust." I looked at Zi Ya very seriously. "I really can't bear to hurt you, you're such a simple and kind girl. I've put in a lot of effort for you, but I just can't fall in love with you. I've always treated you like a little sister, do you know that? Don't be like this." After finishing speaking, I lowered my head. "I'm sorry."

  The scene suddenly became quiet, and the whole room was silent except for the sound from the DVD. Zi Ya looked at me and remained silent for a long time before saying "Liu Liu, say it again."

  "I'm sorry, I lied to you. I really don't love you anymore. The moment Yu Xi left me, my heart died. I don't know who can rekindle my love, but I really don't love you."

  Ziya smiled and tears flowed out "Liu Liu, you deceived me, you lied to me, right? You teased me."

  "No, no, Zi Ya, I just don't want to hurt you, really, sorry, sorry."

  Ziya slowly stood up "Sorry?" "Hehe, sorry" "Sorry, what were you doing so early? If you didn't like me, why did you chase me so eagerly at first."

  I also stood up and continued to say "I'm really sorry."

  "What have you been doing, what have you been doing, what have you been doing!" Zi Ya said from behind, almost in a rage, and then she punched me in the face with one fist, followed by a series of punches and kicks. I didn't even dodge, nor did I resist.

  She continued to hit Zi Ya, after a long time, Zi Ya slowly stopped and sat down on the bed.

  Ziya wiped away her own tears, remained silent for a while, and muttered to herself "It's nothing, I don't want you anymore, you haven't even passed my probation period." As she spoke, Ziya began to put on her clothes. Tears continued to fall down.

  I don't know what to do or what to say, and I hadn't even thought about saying these things to Yaya before. But somehow, it suddenly became the time to say those words. Come to think of it, my conversations with Nuan last night did have some effect on me after all.

  Ziya put on her clothes. She turned off the DVD and everything else, and also turned off the lights. I followed behind Ziya as we left the house. We took a taxi and arrived at the school entrance. Throughout the entire trip, Ziya didn't say a single word.

  Arrived at the girls' dormitory building, Zi Ya still didn't say a word, turned around and was about to leave.

  I reached out and grabbed Ziya's arm.

  Ziya turned around and smiled at me, much calmer than before "Is there something?"

  "Sorry."

  "Can you say something else?"

  "Are we still friends?"

  "Let me think about it." Zi Ya smiled and then pushed away my arm. "I'm really disgusted with you right now." After saying that, she turned around and went upstairs.

  I stood under the girls' dormitory, feeling a bit lost. I couldn't help but smile wryly. Looking up at the dormitory building, for the first time, I felt so worthless. I couldn't tell Yang Qiong and the others about what happened. If I did, Ziyu would hate me even more, not just me alone. Taking a deep breath, I gazed up at the night sky. Liu Liu, your infidelity has wronged another woman. Fortunately, it didn't cause any substantial harm to Ziyu. Luckily, we parted ways early. In my mind, Yu Xi's figure appeared before my eyes. "Yu Xi, I really love you. Love you so much that every time I think of you, it feels like a knife stabbing me in the heart. Can you understand this feeling?" Thinking of this, I looked up at Ziyu's room again. "Ziyu, sorry."

  Slowly leaving this place, what's left is infinite sorrow and a heart that aches like a needle prick. In an instant, the corners of my eyes are again streaked with tears. I don't know when it started, but I've become so fragile. Thinking about my past, that phrase "only living for emotions, not for life" seems to be drifting further and further away from me.