Made a big mistake

  I nodded, leaned over, picked up the cigarette, took a glance at Nuan beside me, and put the unlit cigarette in my mouth to the side.

  Nuan Nuan looked at my actions and smiled "How many times already, you still like smoking so much."

  "A man's loneliness is something a woman can't understand. I let out a sigh."

  "Get out of here, you poor thing." Nuan Nuan smiled and pushed me gently. "Hurry up and get out of bed, are you not going to class?"

  I nodded "Not going, this week, I'll stay with you until you're better."

  "You're not studying hard then."

  I said very seriously, "School life is really not suitable for me."

  "Stop it." Nuan looked at me "When the time comes, you'll definitely say that I delayed your studies or something."

  I smiled and said "No, I'm in school at this place, to be honest, it's quite unbearable."

  "What can't you tolerate."

  "I am depressed and unable to fulfill my ambitions, with great aspirations but unable to put them into practice. How could you, a common and ordinary person, possibly understand this feeling?"

  "Get out, you shameless thing! You're the one with great ambitions."

  I rolled my eyes at Nuan Nuan "Are you looking down on me?"

  "What do you think?"

  "What makes you look down on me."

  "Because you're shameless. You, with great ambitions, what great ambitions have you got? I'd like to hear."

  I sighed and said seriously, "I'm a very down-to-earth person, not like some people who are too ambitious, always setting unrealistic goals for themselves. I know my position and have self-awareness."

  "Cut to the chase, tell me about your ambition. I'm all ears."

  I looked at Nuan Nuan and said "listen up".

  "You said."

  "My current great ambition is to go buy two portions of authentic Anhui cuisine from a national chain. One portion for each of us. Solving the problem of breakfast."

  Warmly listening to "What Anhui cuisine, it's authentic, you're talking about Japan, right?"

  "How can you be so out of touch, don't you know anything?"

  "Shut up, if you say that again I'll kill you, how dare you!"

  I sighed and said "Do you want eggs?"

  "What's with the egg?" Nuan's face was full of surprise. "You haven't even told me what Anhui dish you were talking about yet."

  "Anhui cuisine is economical and delicious."

  "What is it after all." Nuan Nuan looked at me anxiously "Do we have it here? I've never heard of it before."

  "Kiss me and I'll tell you."

  "Get out, you stinky rascal, trying to take advantage of me again."

  "It doesn't matter anymore, it's already gone so far, just a little further won't make a difference, are you close or not?"

  "Get out."

  "Alright then, you'll never know in this lifetime. I can see that you're stuck on this matter, whether you admit it or not."

  "Whatever."

  I smiled and got up to put on my clothes. Nuan pouted, sitting there thinking for half a day, then let out a sigh "Alright, Wang Yue, you tell me, I'll kiss you."

  I smiled and leaned in, pointing at my face with my finger "Come on, give me a kiss."

  "Warmly" murmured and said "Okay, tell me."

  "Call your husband."

  "Don't be too much, turtle egg."

  "Whether you shout or not, it's all in vain if you don't take action."

  "You, you" warmly stretched out his hand and pointed at me "I'm so angry I could die."

  "Are you going to shout or not? If not, I'm leaving. Going to buy some toiletries, there's nothing here, you can't even wash your face in the morning."

  "Hubby." (said in a soft voice)

  I chuckled and gave a warm kiss on the cheek "Good wife, Anhui cuisine national chain, economical and affordable, delicious and not expensive, beef noodle, egg treasure, egg pancake, Anhui specialty counter."

  "Bastard." He suddenly became furious and punched me several times, "You deceived me again, you damn bastard, you're going to die, you son of a bitch!"

  "Haha" I quickly dodged "Alright, alright, stop messing around. Are you having beef noodle or egg pancake? I'll go buy some daily necessities at the supermarket downstairs. There's nothing here."

  Warm air puffed out as he pointed at me and said "I'm full."

  "Anyway, I'm not hungry, you can eat or not." After finishing speaking, I opened the door, feeling quite happy, humming a little tune, and went downstairs. Downstairs, I bought two savory pancakes, a portion of flat noodles, and some daily necessities.

  When I returned to the room, it happened that the doctor was looking for me. The doctor smiled at me happily and said "You're here."

  I nodded "Good doctor."

  "Have you bought breakfast?"

  "What's wrong?"

  The doctor smiled and said, "You can't eat breakfast in the morning, I told her yesterday."

  "Why didn't you tell me, Nuan?"

  "Bad, I forgot."

  I smiled and said "What did you forget?"

  Nuan Nuan looked at me anxiously, her face full of panic. I could tell she was very anxious, and her inexplicable behavior had left me bewildered. "What's wrong, Nuan Nuan? What happened all of a sudden?"

  She let out a warm sigh and smiled at me, "It's okay, it's okay."

  The doctor patted me on the shoulder, "Young man, adjust your girlfriend's mood for her. Don't be nervous at that time. If you're really nervous, it's not good for the operation."

  "Got it, doctor."

  "Doctor, can I have an abortion?" Nuan Nuan suddenly changed her tone.

  "What's wrong?" The doctor was somewhat curious. "The surgery has been arranged, how did you change your mind again? To be honest, I don't quite agree with you having a medical abortion. The success rate of surgical abortion is much higher than that of medical abortion, which is about 75%. If there are any problems, such as incomplete abortion or retained fetal tissue, it can cause severe bleeding and requires immediate hospitalization for dilation and curettage, otherwise, it can be life-threatening. A second surgery would also bring more harm to women compared to surgical abortion. The success rate of surgical abortion is up to 99%, with few cases of incomplete abortion. If any situation arises during the surgery, patients will immediately react and receive timely rescue. What made you change your mind again?"

  Nuan Nuan listened to the doctor's words and her face showed some hesitation.

  I also got curious "What's wrong, didn't we agree on everything?" I smiled at Nuan and said "Don't worry, this hypocritical man will take responsibility, don't worry, with me here, nothing will happen, don't be afraid, don't get nervous."

  She fell silent for a long time, then nodded "Alright, let's just leave it at that."

  I smiled at the doctor and said "Doctor, thank you."

  The doctor patted me on the shoulder and said, "Do a good job of working on your girlfriend's mind, don't be nervous, it will bring trouble to the operation."

  I murmured a response, closed the door, and put the food aside. "You can't eat it anyway."

  Nuan Nuan didn't say anything either.

  "What's wrong, Nuan?" I looked at her with some surprise "Why aren't you saying a word."

  Nuan Nuan lowered her head, playing with her fingers, and didn't say a word. She remained silent for a long time before slowly raising her head. "Liu Liu, are you really going to take responsibility?"

  I smiled and said "Now I'm carefree, don't worry, I'll take care of you, just go ahead with peace of mind, kids are meant to be taken care of."

  "It was an innocent little life."

  I was stunned for a moment, looking at Nuan, feeling strange in my heart, and smiled "We can have another one in the future, this must be done. Listen, don't worry, it's okay"

  Nuan Nuan looked at me again "You'll take responsibility, right?"

  I nodded "It will definitely be okay, don't worry."

  Warmly smiled helplessly "Liu Liu, you've gotten me into trouble."

  "I'm sorry, I didn't know I was going to get pregnant at first either."

  "That's not what I meant," Nuan said smoothly.

  I heard "not this one, which one else."

  "You, you." Nuan said two "you"s and then fell silent. Extremely angry, she turned her head away.

  I didn't think much either, and smiled warmly at him "Alright, don't think too much about it."

  Nuan Nuan let out a sigh and didn't say anything else. Before I knew it, it was already past 9 o'clock. I accompanied Nuan Nuan to the door of the operating room. She looked at the two huge surgical lights above, her eyes filled with fear. Grabbing my hand, she drew closer, her fingernails digging into my flesh.

  At the entrance of the operating room, the doctor looked at me and said "You step aside for a while, it'll be okay in about half an hour."

  I nodded, squatted down, kissed her warm lips, and held her hand. "Okay, baby, don't think so much, be at ease, nothing's wrong, everything will be fine with me here, it'll pass soon."

  Nuan Nuan bit her teeth and nodded slightly, her face a little pale.

  "Don't worry." I smiled at Nuan and said "Come on, baby." The doctor also smiled at me, and the few of us pushed Nuan into the delivery room.

  I sat at the door, still feeling a bit nervous. After about 40 minutes or so, the lights in the operating room went out, the door opened, and the doctor came out, wiping the sweat from his forehead.

  I rushed over and asked "Doctor, how is it? How is it?"

  The doctor glared at me and shouted, "Do you know or not, this way of yours can be fatal!"

  I'm a bit confused, "what does it mean, doctor?"

  "The patient had a massive hemorrhage and is now receiving a blood transfusion. Fortunately, the rescue was successful, but he needs to rest and recover for a while."

  "Is it that serious?" I also got angry, suppressing the anger in my heart "Didn't you say there's no such big danger?"

  "Ask yourself what you did with her yesterday."

  "What can I do for you?" Suddenly, I remembered what happened last night. I recalled the warm words from this morning.

  Before the abortion, it's abstinent for three to seven days. We usually keep it within a week. Just now she was still nervous and afraid. This child, poor girl, really suffered greatly. The doctor finished speaking, swung his hand, turned around and left.

  I stood still, feeling a bit dazed. Nuan was wheeled out, accompanied by several nurses. I took a glance at Nuan on the operating table, her face deathly pale. Not a hint of blood color could be seen, her eyes closed, with an IV drip. She was then pushed past me.

  I stood still, gave myself a hard slap in the face, and then chased after them. I watched as Nuan was pushed into the hospital room. Just as I was about to enter, a nurse came out and said, "The patient is very weak right now. Who are you to the patient?"

  I am her boyfriend.

  The nurse gave me a disdainful look and her voice changed, "Wait for now, you can't see anyone." After finishing speaking, she turned around and left.

  I sat at the door, holding my head, feeling like I was about to collapse. The image of Nuan's pale face kept floating in my mind, thinking about what the doctor and nurse had said, I felt a bit suffocated. I sat at the door without moving until after 3 pm when the doctor came out of the room.