[052] Wearing a tall hat? I nodded, locked the dormitory door, and went to Bolong's side, looking at him "What do you mean by drinking alone, letting you go down to drink, why don't you go."

  "I don't want to go." Bao Long said in a very low voice "This time, it's my fault."

  I smiled and sat down on the ground, reaching out to hug Bao Long "What's wrong, are you still angry?"

  "Liu Er, you said, why did Da Qing go find Yang Qiong?"

  "He thinks Yang Qiong is pretty."

  "No, if it's good-looking. There are many good-looking people in our school, why must you find Yang Qiong, and they must know each other."

  "Are you determined to get to the bottom of this matter?"

  "What else can we do?"

  "Go apologize to Yang Qiong and then live a good life with Yang Qiong."

  "I feel like she's better off with that Daqing guy than before."

  "What's the point? They're already broken up. All her emotions are invested in you now. Don't you know that? You're the one involved, don't you feel anything?"

  "What I said wasn't this." Bao Long rushed over and asked me "Those two, did they have something before?"

  "Even if it did happen, it was in the past. Do you care about that thin layer of skin?"

  "I don't care about that, she told me before that she's not a virgin, I'm not a virgin either, I don't care about that layer of membrane, really, my feelings for her are also real, I love her very much."

  "So why did you treat her like that today?"

  "I just want her to give me an explanation for one sentence, even if she makes something up to deceive me, but she doesn't say anything, you know my temper?"

  I smiled and said, "Alright, let's not talk about that anymore. There's no need to say those things. Listen to me, give Yang Qiong a call and apologize."

  Bo Long listened and then shook his head at me "No way, I'm definitely not going."

  Why not go?

  "I didn't do anything wrong."

  "She's your woman, she has been sincerely living with you, accompanying you, eating and sleeping together, going online, skipping school, chatting, shopping... She hasn't done anything to wrong you. Since she doesn't say anything, it means she doesn't want to deceive you. If she wanted to deceive you, she could just make up some excuse. She's so honest with you, but now you're treating her like this. She must be in need of comfort and care right now. You're her husband, but instead of helping her, you're targeting her. It will only hurt her more.

  I remember Yang Qiong from the hospital earlier, she's not the same person we used to know. She was crying so hard, it was like she was dying inside... What are you doing? Drinking alone and escaping isn't going to solve anything. I used to be like that too, always escaping, but in the end, I hurt everyone.

  Including myself. My love life has been good, really good, I'm satisfied with myself, but in the end, only loneliness stays by my side. You love Yang Qiong, and she must love you too. If you both love each other, there's no need to be so petty. A man apologizing to his wife isn't something shameful, it's called loving your wife. Who would be afraid of their own wife? Only when you stop loving her will you not apologize.

  You're making a big deal out of nothing, trying to save face with your own wife... What kind of virtue do you have that the woman sleeping next to you hasn't seen before? Am I right? Yang Qiong is a certain type of person, if you keep dragging this on, she might get so angry that she'll cut her wrists or something. You will regret it for the rest of your life.

  If you love her, don't care about her past. The more you care, the more you'll find fault in yourself. Her past is just that - the past. It can't be changed and can't be treated as if nothing happened. Your excessive caring will only make yourself unhappy. I don't know what you're thinking, but personally, I've never cared about my woman's past. To put it bluntly, even if she was a prostitute before, as long as she's willing to live with me and be good to me, I'll marry her."

  I smiled and thought of Zhou Xiangxiang, wondering how he's been doing lately. I habitually lit a cigarette and put it in Bao Long's mouth. "Think carefully about what I just said. I'm tired and want to sleep." Then I looked at my phone, "In 30 minutes, the dorm will be closed, you can't go out even if you want to."

  Get up, one hand pushing Taotao "Get up for me, get up for me."

  "What's wrong with you, letting me sleep?"

  "Go to sleep on the bed." I finally managed to get the drowsy fatty Tao onto the bed, and then handed him a cup of tea. "Grass, meat is good for use, it's so cold outside, you can even sleep on the ground." After finishing speaking, I smiled and picked up my phone. "Zi Ya, baby, what are you doing?"

  "Mmm, give me a kiss. What are we going to eat tomorrow after class?"

  I said that, Bao Long stood up, looked at me and then ran out of the dormitory. I smiled and threw my phone to one side, the taste of talking to myself was really unbearable.

  Suddenly I miss Dong Ge, can't hear his unique "G" sound, it's like I'm really a bit unaccustomed to it.

  I slept really soundly this time.

  The dormitory without Dong Ge is destined to be a very depressing dormitory. When I opened my eyes in the morning, the sun was already high in the sky. I took a look at my phone and it was already 10 o'clock. Pangzi Tao was still sleeping soundly beside me, and he was still in the same position as when I threw him onto the bed last night. He didn't even move all night.

  Anyway, I'm already late, so I got up and quickly tidied up, preparing to go find Zi Ya for lunch. The noise of me getting up still woke up Baozi Tao. Baozi Tao rubbed his eyes dazedly and the first thing he said was "Dong Ge, what time is it?" As soon as he finished speaking, I saw him suddenly sit up, rub his face, and anxiously take out his phone to look at the time on it: "I'm done for, I'm doomed."

  I stood on the balcony and smiled "It's just one late class, no big deal, what's there to be pitied about, you're exaggerating."

  "Oh no, Sixth Brother, you got up and didn't call me, aren't you harming me?"

  "I just woke up too, isn't it late already, let's not go."

  As soon as I finished speaking, I heard the sound of Taotao closing the door. I walked to the door with some curiosity and found that Taotao had actually gone to class. This time, he didn't even fold his quilt.

  I shook my head, finished washing up, simply tidied up the house, and folded the quilt for Taotao.

  After everything was done, I looked at the time and there were almost an hour left. At this moment, our dormitory door opened and Dong Ge came in. He smiled at me and said "Ah, there's actually someone in the dorm!"

  "Brother Dong, you're back! I was just about to go see you."

  "I don't want to get an IV anymore, it's not necessary, I'm just going back home. Am I supposed to be afraid of you guys?"

  "Have you told your dad?"

  "Got it." Dong Ge smiled at me and said, "The things on the Daqing side, my dad will find someone to solve them. That broken game hall of his won't be opened again."

  "You're so handsome" I walked up to Dong Ge's side "Were you with Xiao Rui at the hospital last night?"

  Big Brother Dong nodded and suddenly furrowed his brow "I'm so depressed."

  "What's wrong? What's going on?"

  "She slept next to me for a whole night, Liu Er, you know, a single man and woman, in the same room, what's the probability that nothing happened?"

  "Please." I looked at Dong Ge "You guys are in a hospital."

  Dong Ge smiled lewdly, yesterday's masculine spirit was gone, his face full of lust "What a pity there's no operating table, if I could do it once there, it would be so satisfying. In the movies, hospital uniform series are many, that's what I want, to do it in a hospital, to have that feeling."

  "Big brother, you're injured, what are you still thinking of doing?"

  "It doesn't matter. Take your time, it can be done eventually."

  I shot a disdainful glance at Dong Ge "Alright, you're not serious at all."

  "Sixth brother, yesterday I kissed Xiao Rui, logically speaking, if we can kiss, then the remaining steps should not be a problem, but why did nothing happen in the end? I need to reflect on myself well, next time, I must not miss the opportunity." After finishing speaking, Dong Ge started messing around with the porn video, and soon heard "ah, ah, ah" sounds.

  "Big brother, you're back, just take a look."

  "I'm looking for those Japanese hospital AV movies, which scene is similar to what I just said."

  "I'm done." Then I fell onto the bed. Feeling that Dong Ge is somewhat hopeless.

  "That's it, that's it! Six, come and see." Dong Ge was excited, pulling me to the computer "See? This scene is just like the one I had yesterday."

  "Like, like."

  "But why didn't you?"

  "Because you don't want to."

  "I didn't, I really wanted to, but Xiaorui said that she always felt I was very kind, brave and had a strong sense of masculinity, like a pure man, just like her own brother. She went on and on, saying things that made me happy, but in the end, it made me feel that if I were to have a relationship with her, it would be too unforgivable. I don't know how, but in the end, nothing happened."

  I patted Dong Ge's shoulder and said "I understand what you mean."

  Do you understand?

  I nodded. "Usually when girls don't want to give boys an advantage, they put a high hat on you, and the hat is always worn very high, so that you can't even touch her face, it's like saying, I've always thought you're so brave and kind, just like an older brother, but if an older brother and younger sister become something, that's called incest, so even if you want to be a beast, you can only pretend to be a professor."

  Dong Ge listened to what I said and suddenly fell silent. After a long time, Dong Ge had an epiphany "I understand, I understand."

  I smiled and patted Dong Ge's shoulder "Dong Ge, your dad has nothing to do with you, right?"

  "I feel that Dong Ge's tone of speech was clearly interrupted for a moment "No, no, what's the matter, how can there be anything, it's still my own father, you say right or not, even tigers don't eat their cubs, rest assured, rest assured."