Anders,

  I figured sending this via email would be easier than talking to you in person. You've been so defensive and awkward since Chase and I started seeing each other.

  I have been trying to find the words to tell you what has been going on, and I think it will be easier just to come out and tell you straight...

  When I went on leave to take care of my sister, I was actually on leave for pregnancy. Gideon took me out of the field as soon as he found out.

  You can't tell anyone, especially not Chase. I don't want him or anyone else to know. I don't want my baby girl growing up in this secret world we live in. I want to keep my Kalysta away from the Order of Vigilance at all costs.

  At some point, when I think it is appropriate, I will tell Chase myself.

  And I know you, so I know you are thinking that she could be yours, because of how close together things happened. But I assure you, she is Chase's daughter.

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  But, my dear Anders, I want you to be Kalysta's godfather. You have always been a good friend to me, and I care for you deeply. But above all else, I trust you more than anyone.

  Kalysta will be living with my sister just north of the city, and soon, I will be leaving the Order. I need a few more missions to set us up comfortably, and then I'll retire.

  Should something happen to me, I want you to check in on my girl from time to time. Make sure she has everything she needs and protect her from all of 'this'. I don't want her to know about what we do, nevermind end up in a situation where she would feel this was what she needed to do to get by.

  And please, take it easy on Chase. There is some darkness in him that he refuses to share with me, and I worry that one day it will consume him. I think that you two could actually be good friends if you made the effort.

  Gideon always preaches about how we are all a family. So, treat him like a brother and get over this pettiness, I beg you.

  I know things didn't end well between us, but I am trying to keep this friendship alive. You mean the world to me, and I don't like what all this drama has done to you. Like Chase, you have a darkness that threatens to consume you, and I worry about you too.

  Love Always,

  Serena Kokinos

  Have the day you deserve :)