home

search

Volume 1, Chapter 2: Family

  Spring returned the way it always did.

  The snow retreated quietly, the soil darkened, and the wind began moving through the fence again as if it had never left.

  But the yard did not feel the same.

  I had already walked every step of it. I knew which boards of the fence were rougher than the others. I knew where ants gathered near the well. I knew how far a stone would roll if I threw it toward the shed.

  There was nothing new to find.

  I stood near the gate more often that year.

  The road beyond it seemed wider than I remembered. When children passed by in small groups, their voices reached me before I could see them. They moved differently now – faster, louder, without looking back.

  “Ryu,” Mother called from behind me.

  I didn’t answer at first. I was counting how many of them there were.

  “Ryu.”

  I turned.

  She was standing near the doorway, cloth draped over her arm, watching me in a way she hadn’t the year before. Not angry. Not even worried yet.

  Just aware.

  I walked back toward her slowly.

  “You called me?”

  Her eyes followed the road once before returning to me.

  “You shouldn’t stand by the gate so long.”

  I nodded, though I didn’t move away.

  Another group of children ran past. One of them laughed loudly enough that it echoed between the houses.

  I watched until they disappeared around the bend.

  “Mother,” I asked, still facing the road, “who are those children?”

  She paused.

  “They’re from the village,” she said. “You’ve seen them before.”

  I had.

  But they had never seemed so far away.

  “They go beyond the oak,” I said.

  It wasn’t a complaint. Just a fact.

  The wind pushed lightly at the gate, making it creak against its hinges. I rested my hand on the wood and felt the vibration.

  Mother stepped closer and placed her hand over mine.

  “They’re older,” she said softly.

  I didn’t ask anything else.

  I knew the line. The oak tree. The road. The invisible edge that belonged to me.

  Behind us, I could hear Father working near the shed, the steady rhythm of wood against wood. He did not look up.

  But I had the feeling he was listening.

  The wind moved past the yard and continued down the road, following the children.

  I stayed where I was.

  And for the first time, staying felt heavier than the wind.

  ***

  That evening the wind was softer.

  Father had finished his work before sunset. The yard was quiet except for the low sound of tools being put away. Inside, the house felt warmer than usual.

  I was not meant to be listening.

  I was sitting near the hearth, turning a small piece of wood in my hands, when I heard Mother’s voice from the other room.

  It was lower than normal.

  “I know,” she said. “I know I shouldn’t…”

  There was a pause.

  I didn’t hear Father answer right away.

  I moved closer to the doorway but stayed where the shadows covered me.

  “I see him standing by the gate,” Mother continued. “And I know he wants to follow them. I know it.”

  Her voice trembled slightly, though she tried to steady it.

  “I don’t mean to hold him so close.”

  Father’s reply was calm.

  “You’re not holding him,” he said. “You’re protecting him.”

  Another pause.

  “It’s not the same,” she answered. “The others… They let their children run. They don’t watch every step.”

  Father shifted – I could hear the quiet scrape of a chair.

  “The others had many children,” he said. “We had to wait for ours.”

  The room fell silent for a moment.

  I didn’t understand what he meant by wait. I only knew his voice had changed.

  “They all thought something was wrong with me,” Mother said, softer now. “Years passed. And nothing.”

  Father didn’t let her finish.

  “You gave us a son.”

  Her breath hitched.

  “You gave me Ryu.”

  The way he said my name was steady. Certain.

  Stolen content warning: this tale belongs on Royal Road. Report any occurrences elsewhere.

  “He’s healthy,” Father continued. “He’s stronger than you think. And he sees more than most boys his age.”

  I held the small piece of wood tighter in my hand.

  “He asks me questions about everything,” Father said, and I could hear the faint smile in his voice. “He watches how I work. He notices things.”

  Mother didn’t answer immediately.

  “I’m afraid,” she finally whispered.

  It was the first time I had heard her say it that way.

  “I’m afraid that if I let go, even a little…”

  Her voice broke.

  There was the soft sound of movement – fabric against fabric.

  Father must have taken her hands.

  “He will grow,” he said gently. “That’s not something we can stop. And we shouldn’t.”

  Another pause.

  “We’ll give him more space,” Father added. “Little by little. When it’s time.”

  I didn’t move.

  I didn’t understand all of it. But I understood that they were speaking about me.

  And I understood that Mother’s fear was not anger.

  It was love that did not know where to stand.

  The wind brushed lightly against the walls outside.

  Inside, their voices grew quieter.

  I stayed in the shadow of the doorway until the house felt steady again.

  ***

  That afternoon the wind was stronger than usual.

  It rattled the loose board near the shed and pushed dust along the fence. Father had gone to help repair a roof near the road. Mother was inside, sorting dried herbs at the table.

  I had decided there was still one thing in the yard I hadn’t understood.

  The old well.

  I had looked into it before, but only quickly. That day I wanted to know how deep it was.

  I dragged a small wooden crate closer and climbed onto it carefully. The wind brushed against my back as I leaned forward and peered inside.

  It was darker than I expected.

  I dropped a small pebble.

  I waited.

  There was a soft splash, far below.

  I leaned closer.

  Inside the house, something must have shifted – a chair, a loose door. Mother stepped outside.

  “Ryu?”

  I didn’t answer right away. I was counting the time it had taken for the pebble to fall.

  “Ryu.”

  Her voice changed.

  Footsteps crossed the yard quickly. I heard the gate creak and then slam shut again.

  “Ryu!”

  I turned just as she reached the well.

  Her face had lost its color.

  She pulled me back from the edge so quickly that I stumbled.

  “Don’t–” she started, but the word didn’t finish.

  I blinked up at her.

  “I was measuring,” I said.

  She froze.

  “The well,” I added, pointing down. “I only got to three before the stone touched the water!”

  She stared at me as if I had said something impossible.

  “You climbed,” she said slowly.

  “I used the crate,” I replied. “It’s stable.”

  I tapped it with my foot to show her.

  The wind moved around us, lifting the edge of her sleeve.

  For a moment she didn’t speak.

  Then she looked into the well herself.

  She looked at the crate.

  She looked back at me.

  “You didn’t run to the road,” she said quietly.

  I shook my head.

  “I wouldn’t,” I answered. “You told me not to.”

  The words were simple. Honest.

  Something in her expression shifted.

  Not relief. Not entirely.

  Understanding.

  She crouched down to my height, hands resting lightly on my shoulders instead of gripping them.

  “You could have fallen,” she said.

  “I held the stone wall,” I replied, placing my hand against the well’s edge again. “It’s rough. It doesn’t slip.”

  She studied my fingers.

  They were steady.

  The wind softened.

  For the first time, she did not pull me away immediately.

  Instead, she took my hand and guided it slightly farther from the edge.

  “Next time,” she said, voice calmer now, “you call me first.”

  I nodded.

  There was a pause between us – not tense this time.

  I reached forward and wrapped my arms around her without planning to.

  “I love you, Mother,” I said into the fabric of her dress. “And Father too.”

  Her breath caught.

  She pressed her cheek briefly against my hair.

  “I know,” she whispered.

  And when she stood, her hand still held mine – but not as tightly as before.

  ***

  Mother told Father about the well before I could.

  We were sitting at the table, the evening light fading slowly beyond the window. The air still carried a hint of spring dampness, but inside the house it felt warm and steady. The fire burned low, enough to glow but not to roar.

  “And he counted,” Mother said, almost smiling. “Three, he said. Before the stone touched the water.”

  Father let out a short laugh.

  “Three?” he repeated, glancing at me across the table.

  I nodded.

  “It depends,” I added. “If it’s a stone or just a twig.”

  Father laughed again, louder this time.

  “You see?” he said to Mother. “He wasn’t falling. He was thinking.”

  Mother shook her head lightly, but she was smiling now.

  “He still climbed.”

  “And he still stayed inside the yard,” Father replied.

  He lifted his cup – warm herbal tea, the kind Mother dried herself – and took a slow drink. The steam curled upward, caught briefly in the fading light.

  For a moment the room felt lighter than it had in days.

  Father leaned back in his chair, studying me with an expression I had learned meant he was deciding something.

  “This autumn,” he said casually, as if it were nothing, “you’ll start going to the village temple.”

  Mother looked at him, but she didn’t object.

  “You’ll learn to read and write,” Father continued. “And count better than stones in a well.”

  He took another sip before adding, a teasing tone entering his voice,

  “You won’t have your beloved mother watching every step there. Not under her hand all day. Not afraid, are you, my little Ryu?”

  I looked at Mother first.

  She was watching me carefully, but not the way she had at the gate.

  I thought about it.

  “I’ll come home in the evening,” I said slowly. “Why would I be afraid?”

  Father smiled.

  “That’s true.”

  I hesitated, then added,

  “I remember the temple workers. They’re different.”

  The room grew quieter.

  Father set his cup down.

  “They are,” he said.

  “They don’t laugh like everyone else,” I continued. “And they stand very straight.”

  Father nodded once.

  “Many of them protected the city before they came back here,” he said. “They’ve seen things beyond the forest. Things most villagers never will.”

  I tried to imagine that.

  “They serve the temple now,” he continued. “They keep records. They guide the village. They teach children. And if danger ever comes, they know what to do.”

  Mother’s hand rested lightly on the table near mine.

  “The temple isn’t just a building,” Father added. “It’s where the village becomes one place. Where we decide things. Where we send grain to the city. Where weddings are held. Where children learn their first letters.”

  He looked at me more seriously now.

  “If you study well, they can recommend you for the Academy in the city one day.”

  The word felt larger than the room.

  “Academy?” I repeated.

  Father nodded.

  “For those who wish to become protectors. Or leaders. Or something more than what they were born into.”

  The wind brushed softly against the walls outside.

  I imagined the temple doors opening. I imagined the dark-clothed workers watching. I imagined horses tied near the steps – tall and powerful, unlike the farm animals I knew.

  “I want to see,” I said quietly.

  Father smiled.

  “Good.”

  Mother exhaled slowly, as if something inside her had loosened.

  “We’ll start in autumn,” she said.

  Father lifted his cup once more.

  “Well then,” he said lightly, “it’s settled.”

  And for the first time, the road beyond the oak tree did not feel so far away.

Recommended Popular Novels