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Act 1: Outcast, Chapter 4: Outcast - Journey

  Journey:

  Day one began beneath damp tarps and a bed of straw, where Rocka woke stiff with dried salt and blood. The boathouse creaked around him — warped planks swollen with years of sea fog and memory. Broken oars leaned like bones against the walls. Brine, mildew, and old fish thickened the air.

  He breathed shallowly. Every rib throbbed — not with sharp pain, but something personal, resentful, as if his own body condemned him.

  By the terms of his conscription he was hidden here — alive, unclaimed, and inconvenient. A relic set aside.

  Hamskr sat at the far end of the room, gutting fish on a scarred crate. He didn’t speak unless necessary.

  “Fever’s down. You’ll live. Don’t thank me,” he muttered.

  His eyes never lingered. His care was functional, not kind. A basin of stale water sat within reach, changed each morning. The blanket over Rocka was musty, woven with sea?moss strands. It had not been offered — only placed.

  Outside, Jorgentown moved like a tide that no longer reached this shore. No one visited. No one looked. He was not imprisoned, but shelved — salted, stored, half?forgotten. Children avoided the docks. Candles burned across the village for safety, not hope.

  Sometimes Wilhelm’s voice drifted through the evening fog — young, curious. Guntr stepped onto the dock once, leaving behind a pebble carved faintly with a rune for strength. Anya scolded neither act, but kept her sons away. Fiercely. Quietly.

  She brought a bowl that night: saltfish, barley, boiled seaweed. She didn’t speak. Her hands placed the food within reach and adjusted the cot with practiced efficiency. Her eyes didn’t linger. He watched them anyway — creased by wind and harder truths. She had aged faster than the others, and not in softness.

  Rocka couldn’t taste the meal. Chewing hurt, and the flavor was bitter with survival. He ate slowly, watching a spider weave its web between a cracked mast and a rusted compass. He counted the tide slaps outside — not to mark time, but to measure silence.

  His armor was gone. His coin. His clan. His place. All left behind, like the faith that once wrapped around him.

  The boathouse settled with the dusk. Nets swayed from the beams. A lantern hummed in the corner. Hamskr filed a hook. Anya stepped back into the fog. The door closed without a sound.

  Rocka slept without rite or welcome, beneath a roof that groaned with storms long passed.

  The second morning found the boathouse already sweltering. Brine clung to every surface, turning the air thick and sour. Rocka shifted beneath the damp blanket and immediately regretted it. His ribs pulsed with dull fire, and his thigh throbbed with the heavy ache of dried, pooled blood.

  Still — something was different.

  Hamskr had not returned before dawn as usual. His boots were gone. The bait crate sat empty. Yet the basin beside Rocka had been refilled, the blanket tucked with care that wasn’t Hamskr’s.

  Then the smell reached him: saltfish and root. Not warm. Not cold. Food that had waited long enough to show obligation, not tenderness.

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  Anya.

  She entered quietly, skirt damp from the dock, hair tied back in a knot of utility. Her hands moved fast — placing the bowl, checking the cot for leaks, straightening a fallen flap of tarp. She didn’t look at him directly. Her gaze skimmed his bandages the way a tide skims bone.

  Rocka rasped a breath to speak, but she stopped him with a single glance that said:

  Spend no strength on words. I have none to spare in return.

  Then she left.

  He chewed the fish slowly. Bitter. Metallic. Oversalted to keep it from spoiling — good for wounds, bad for mood. His stomach protested but obeyed.

  Later, Hamskr returned carrying bundles of cut rope and a rusted pail of fish guts. He dropped both by the door and gave Rocka a cursory once?over.

  “You walked today?” Hamskr asked.

  Rocka shook his head.

  “You’ll try. The sooner you limp, the sooner they take you.”

  He didn’t offer a hand. But he didn’t stop Rocka when he grabbed the oarlock post and hauled himself upright.

  It wasn’t walking. More like swaying between wood and pain. But he managed three steps. Four. Enough to piss in a bucket instead of the floor. Hamskr grunted approval — not praise, just confirmation that Rocka hadn’t died.

  That night, Rocka dreamt of Urgnash?Yal. Not its fire — its cold. The way wind curled around granite towers where brothers once sang rage into steel. Traken’s voice echoed through the stone:

  “Good thing Mother is not here to see this.”

  He woke sweating beneath a half?broken hull in the middle of the night. The soup beside him had cooled to a skin. Salt hung heavy in the air. He was still in exile. Still broken.

  But he had stood.

  Tomorrow, he would walk.

  The third morning came with the slap of tide against warped dock wood — steady, indifferent. The fever had faded to a background hum, and the salt?soaked bandages on his thigh clung like skin borrowed from the sea. He moved slowly, gripping an oar post as he pulled himself upright, pain churning and ebbing like undertow.

  The boathouse smelled of wet rope, forgotten resin, and canvas older than hope. In the eastern alcove, half?shrouded in fishing nets and sodden sailcloth, sat the fractured shell of the Mori.

  Rocka’s breath hitched as he limped toward it and pulled the nets aside.

  Not a warship. Not a relic. Just a small rowboat — built for calm waters and quiet moments. Its portside was cracked, the oars missing, the prow softened by time and salt. But one mark still held: a looped curl carved into the grain with steady hands.

  Rocka traced the ring?groove with his thumb, then limped outside.

  Hamskr was preparing his stand. He glanced up when he saw Rocka.

  “The Mori? Kind of a silly name,” Rocka said, voice low.

  “Aye. I’d forgotten about it,” Hamskr replied. “It was Andreas’ rowboat… Anya’s late husband.”

  Rocka looked back toward the boathouse.

  “I forgot about him.”

  “She said yes in that boat,” Hamskr said, dragging a net behind him like a second spine. “Right there in the inlet. He paddled with one hand, held the ring with the other. Bought the damn thing after he joined the guard. Wanted to show Anya he had coin to spend and glory to earn.”

  “She didn’t laugh,” Hamskr added softly. “Didn’t smile either. Just nodded. Like she’d been waiting.”

  The Mori had ferried no warlords, no regents — only Andreas and Anya beneath that pale inlet sky, stars flickering like blessings half?earned. Their bond had been quiet. But Andreas believed in it. Enough to build the boat. Enough to kneel.

  “She never rode it again after,” Hamskr continued. “Not until the funeral. Took it out alone. Left flowers in the bow. Marched it back like it was just lumber. He got a legion’s death, technically speaking.”

  Rocka kept staring toward the boathouse.

  “He was a true Norseman, huh?”

  “Aye. Loved to drink, to fight, and fornicate — just like the Norse heroes Trym Stig, Gunnar Shieldbreaker, Jorgen Tyrtryggr,” Hamskr said with a nod. “But legends don’t bend. Andreas bent once. For her.”

  Rocka looked back at the Mori, then at Hamskr.

  “What’s your point?”

  Hamskr grabbed a fishing pole and a bucket of chum.

  “The point is, Andreas — like any Norseman — wanted glory. And glory is what he got.”

  Silence settled between them, tasting of old wood and frost. Hamskr left for another fishing trip alone, leaving Rocka with that last writ.

  That evening, Rocka sat beside the Mori’s shattered prow, carving runes into a driftwood splinter. Not for Andreas. Not for Anya. Just to see if his hand could still hold a line.

  Later, he found a pebble wrapped in fish skin outside the boathouse door. A child’s mark scrawled across its face: Strength.

  Rocka looked toward the boat.

  The Mori didn’t speak.

  But it remembered.

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