Spring Breeze No. 1 (049) The Original Pain

  He pulled out a cigarette, lit it up, took a few puffs, and suddenly remembered something, so he reached for his phone. After connecting to the internet, he found that his memory was still good, and he could recall the lyrics of Gu Shallow's song from that day even though he hadn't deliberately thought about them before. Sure enough, it was a song; normally, he rarely listened to music, and randomly picking out any one song would be unfamiliar to him.

  "The moon in the water, the flower in the mirror, the dream is shattered, only then will you know what's real and what's false. The wind blows gently, the rain drifts away, tears ask the flowers, but the flowers don't answer... Sighing at the fleeting flowers, they all fall down, how many springs and summers have passed? The road has an end, thoughts are endless, unable to hold onto the beauty of youth."

  Really got drunk and forgot what occasion it was, called a superior to drive out.

  It wasn't until he came to his senses that he found himself standing in the hotel corridor. He didn't knock on the door facing Gu Qianying, but instead leaned against the wall of the corridor and took out a cigarette, pinching it into small pieces between his fingers, scattering tobacco all over the floor.

  After a long time, he finally went to knock on her door.

  Gu Shallow Cong opened the door and saw him, really surprised. He got married today, how could he be here? Smelling a body of wine, Ji Jiangying forced his way in.

  She stood steady with her shoulder supported, tore off her tie and threw it aside.

  "Help me pour some water."

  Gu Shallow Cong stood still and reminded him: "You got married today, but the bride is not me."

  Ji Jiang narrowed his eyes and looked at her, lazily smiling: "I said it before, I should have chosen you. Tonight is our wedding night."

  Gu Shallow looked at him for a while.

  "You don't have one, and I said it before, I'm not choosing anyone."

  Ji Jiangying urged her: "Go and help me pour water, I'm thirsty." Then she turned off the phone and threw it on the coffee table.

  Gu Shallow brewed a strong tea for him.

  "Snap out of your drunkenness and leave immediately, don't cause me any trouble."

  Ji Jiangying only asked her: "Are you still doing the transaction?"

  "There is no such practice."

  "It's up to us to decide what to do, I think right now."

  The nature of the conversation has changed at this point.

  Gu Shallow Cong felt embarrassed and turned away.

  He grasped her wrist tightly and gently pulled her into his arms, and Gu Shallow Cong had already sat on his lap.

  Even with the smell of wine on him, his body still smelled clean and refreshing. The spray that splashed onto her face was slightly warm and itchy.

  Gu Shallow Cong pressed her hand against his chest: "You've had too much to drink."

  She is not bound by desire, but she is not an expert in this aspect either. Moreover, her relationship with Ji Jiangying is far from being intimate, if there is anything, it's just resentment and transaction.

  He is the one who drove Gu Qian Ning to desperation. If it weren't for something she wanted, she wouldn't even have a calm and peaceful conversation with him.

  Ji Jiang's fingers lifted her chin and kissed her.

  The air was scorching hot, with a strong aroma of wine, and gradually, Gu Shang Cong became slightly drunk.

  It's not bad at this time either. Since it will come sooner or later, it might as well be early. Now that the public security organs have dispelled their suspicions of her, it is time to leave.

  Thinking of this, he loosened his grip on her hand.

  Ji Jiangying picked her up, and despite having drunk a lot of wine, he still walked steadily.

  Gu Shallow Cong's face was naturally white and transparent under the sunlight.

  Gu Shallow was made very uncomfortable by his stare, Ji Jiangying's eyes were usually cold, but suddenly became scorching hot.

  She shrank into her quilt.

  Ji Jiangying thought the air conditioning was too strong, so she turned it down a bit. He came to tease her again, and Gu Qianqian grasped his hand tightly. He stopped moving and looked up: "What's wrong, regretting it?"

  Gu Shallow looked at him for a moment and then let go.

  Almost no defense at all.

  Gu Shallow Cong took a deep breath of cool air, her eyebrows furrowed.

  Ji Jiangying raised her hand to help her smooth out, with very long eyelashes and a faint shadow under her eyes. She told her: "Remember this kind of pain, it may have been painful before, but slowly, I will make you more and more comfortable."

  He is different from Ji Jiangran, even at this time, he has a rare warmth, like a king, overbearing and fierce.

  Gu Shallow's cold sweat dripped, and she suddenly remembered her past life. That night seemed to have the same feeling, only pain, the light was too dim, and even the appearance couldn't be seen clearly. The only thing she remembered was that pain and exhaustion, which made her entire body slightly **, unable to bear it in that person's arms, trembling into a ball.

  But she didn't make a sound, and even at the most painful moments, she just clenched her teeth. The man's fingertips touched the corner of her mouth, his voice low and hoarse, telling her: "Scream out loud... there's nothing to be ashamed of... it sounds great."

  She doesn't feel embarrassed, she's just not used to crying out in pain and exhaustion, always gritting her teeth and getting through it.

  It just hurts in a way that's different from any other time before.

  Ji Jiang stroked her temples.

  "Does it still hurt? Is it a little better?"

  The most delightful moment, Gu Shallow's fingernails sank deeply, and she heard his muffled voice exploding in her ear.

  Ji Jiang's phone was turned off, and he had no assistant or secretary to remind him. He had finally gotten a good night's sleep for once.

  When he woke up, the golden sunlight poured in through the window. It was a bit dazzling, and he subconsciously raised his hand to shield his eyes with his palm facing upwards. After adapting for a while, he sat up. The room was very quiet, one side of the bed was empty and cold, and there was no sign of anyone else, only the sunlight spreading out.

  He got up and went downstairs, but the suitcase in the living room was also gone.

  Ji Jiangying leaned against the door frame, standing there with a sense of sudden awakening. It was as if that person had never existed at all, but was just someone he had dreamed up in his springtime fantasy; now that he was awake, everything from the dream was gone.

  Maybe she existed, but she came from heaven and flew away barefoot before he woke up.

  But in any case, it's just a fantasy, Ji Jiangying knew that Gu Qianniang had escaped.

  Last night when we were passionately entwined, I asked her: "Do you plan on living here forever?"

  Her face flushed with a soft voice: "No, wait until things stabilize and then rent a house."

  He loved her deeply and rarely said softly: "From now on, follow me, I'll buy it for you."

  Gu Shallow did not follow his words, but only reminded him: "Remember when destroying the Gu family, make Gu Shallow more miserable than I am now."

  She really wants to wait until things stabilize and rent a house. She had long been prepared to leave, just waiting for the transaction to be completed, and then disappeared without a trace.