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Chapter 855 The Monarch’s Burden

  The remnants of the abyssal fog still swirl around the desolate streets, clinging to the corners of the crumbling towers, slipping into ancient alleys that seem to harbor a thousand and one forgotten stories. The damp aroma of the ruins mingles with the scent of earth evaporating as the sunlight gradually pierces through the cracks in the walls. On this quiet morning, Fitran walks alone among the ruins, accompanied only by the sound of his own footsteps, which feel heavy with a thousand repressed hopes and memories that blur increasingly with nightmares. Each of his steps echoes the sound of his boots against the slippery stone floor, crafting a melody of solitude that inspires a sense of nostalgia in his heart.

  She walked past the cracked walls that once were adorned with vibrant mosaics, now reduced to fragments and dust. Her hand brushed the rough surface of the wall, feeling the texture vibrate as memories flooded back from a time when laughter and joy filled the air. Each shadow she passed, every door once opened by human hands, served as a reminder that everything once warm could disintegrate, and what once shimmered could fade forever. In the corner of the room, she spotted an old tree with its bare branches, as if clasping the same hope, waiting to flourish again. Above, small birds chirped, singing cheerfully as if indifferent to the sorrow below.

  In the main square, soldiers and golems, their backs wrinkled and movements unsteady, were busy clearing the scattered debris. Children, their faces brimming with curiosity and sweat pouring down, helped gather bricks, while mothers prepared warm soup in large, half-rusted pots, the aroma of spices and vegetables wafting into the air, creating a warmth that settled in their chests. Meanwhile, Iris, Oda, and Rinoa remained asleep in the recovery room, their bodies wrapped in exhaustion and residues of magic, their faces radiating peace even as they bore traces of sorrow. For a few hours, the world allowed them to momentarily forget the war, even if just for a fleeting escape from the nightmares that haunted them. The soft light from the shattered window filtered through, illuminating the dust as it spiraled in the light like endless threads of time.

  But not for Fitran. Taking a deep breath, he felt his heart racing faster. He knew that his break was merely an illusion too costly to redeem. Guilt and emptiness enveloped his thoughts like a heavy blanket, separating him from the peace his friends felt. He gazed out at the rows of trees standing steadfast in the distance, as if waiting for a brighter tomorrow. Hope lingered like a dim light, striving not to extinguish, praying that one day, everything would return to how it once was, even if that seemed impossible.

  "Once, I believed that a single act of kindness could change the world. One act of courage could withstand destruction. But I was wrong. The world is too vast, the wounds too deep, and every decision carries a price that is never truly settled."

  "What does it mean to be a protector if you can only save a fraction, while the rest waits to perish in your shadow? What does it mean to be a light, if others must bear the darkness you leave behind?"

  She closed her eyes amidst the ruins, feeling the weight of Voidlight on her back—a sword that now felt heavier than fate itself. The wind blew, carrying the scent of damp earth mingled with the dust lifted from crumbling debris. The atmosphere around her was filled with profound tranquility, yet also an undeniable sadness. The shadows of the fallen walls radiated a sense of loss, depicting a life that once was.

  "I once hoped to be a hero. Yet every victory only adds to the list of lost names. Each defeat makes the meaning of heroism itself taste bitter. Everyone sees me as their hope, as the spear of the world. But behind their eyes, I know: they are waiting for me to fail, because they want a reason to stop hoping."

  She exhaled heavily, feeling a twinge of despair slipping in among the remaining hopes. Although the pain gnawed at her heart, a faint light urged her from within, pressing her to continue holding on. She felt the vibrations of the earth beneath her feet as she moved, as if the ruins around her were also waiting to be rebuilt.

  A small stone hit Fitran's shoe. He looked down and saw a boy in tattered clothes, carrying a sack of bricks on his back. His skin was dirty, but his face radiated spirit, as if he could pierce through the darkness around him. His small hands trembled slightly, yet his eyes shone with hope, creating a stark contrast against the emptiness surrounding them.

  “I'm sorry, sir. I didn't mean to,” the boy said in a soft voice, fear of punishment evident in his tone. With his body slightly hunched and hands visibly trembling, he awaited Fitran's reaction. The distance between them conveyed a feeling of mutual understanding, even without spoken words.

  Fitran knelt down, gently stroking the boy's head, feeling warmth as he touched the messy, dirty hair. “What are you building, young one?” he asked in a soft tone, trying to lift the burden that seemed to weigh heavily on the boy's shoulders. In his gaze, he found burning dreams amid the ruins.

  “My home… My mother’s house is destroyed. But Mom said, as long as there are those willing to rebuild, the world will not be completely lost,” the boy's voice broke, like a strong wind tearing through the quiet of that afternoon. His large eyes, filled with glimmers of hope and sorrow, looked at Fitran with longing. In the dim light of dusk, the boy’s gaze sparkled, as if conveying a thousand untold stories.

  Fitran suppressed a smile as he held back tears that threatened to fall. He understood that amidst all the destruction, hope often hides within small hands and simple intentions. When he heard the footsteps of the child, tears felt heavy in his eyes. The small child’s back seemed to lift, as if carrying a weight far heavier than his own body. The breeze carried the scent of damp earth and burnt wood, enhancing the poignant atmosphere. “Keep building, okay?” he said, his voice soft like a whisper from a hurt heart. The child nodded, a new determination shining on his face, and then he ran to the next pile of stones, clutching his unfulfilled dreams.

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  “Master Fitran… I failed to guard the northern gate. I’m sorry… If you wish to sever my magic, I am willing,” the golem spoke in a heavy voice filled with regret, as if each word was an additional burden on its broken shoulders. The peeling stone skin revealed an ancient layer scarred by time, and even in its damaged state, its form still appeared majestic, reminiscent of the remnants of an ancient structure that once stood at the pinnacle of glory.

  Fitran gave a bitter smile, patting the golem's shoulder plate. “There is no failure when there is still effort. Rest now. This world still needs stories of those who endure, not just those who win.” Fitran's voice was gentle yet weighty, as if it carried all the hopes and pains he bore. He felt the soft breeze whispering through the gaps of the ancient buildings surrounding them, bringing with it the canvas of the past rich with memories.

  The golem nodded slowly; its movements were heavy, draining the remnants of energy it possessed. Then, it fell into an eternal silence, finally granted permission to rest. Where the moonlight illuminated the remaining parts of the golem’s body, the shadows around it appeared to quiver, creating a contrast between darkness and light that illustrated the long journey of hope and failure.

  After wandering around the city, Fitran returned to the break room. The room resembled a warm bird’s nest, filled with the aroma of burning wood and a hint of dampness from the stone walls that bore the weight of history. Oda had woken up, sipping warm water slowly; the gentle sound of her sips created a calm rhythm amidst the heavy atmosphere. Iris was reading the battle notes, occasionally jotting down new strategies on a piece of cloth spread before her. The pen she held danced across the surface, drawing lines and letters filled with hope.

  Rinoa sat hugging her knees, gazing at the remnants of the campfire in the corner of the room. Her eyes reflected a faint glimmer of hope, as if she was recalling the sparkles of happiness that once filled their surroundings.

  Fitran sat in the middle of them. They were silent, but the silence was filled with understanding—a moment to reflect on difficult choices. Finally, Iris spoke first, making that stillness feel more alive with her gentle voice.

  “You haven’t eaten, Fitran. You didn’t sleep all night. The world may collapse, but your body still needs rest.” Iris’s voice flowed like a soothing stream, indicating her deep concern. She reached for a small plate of still-warm bread, offering it to Fitran with a tender gaze.

  Fitran merely shook his head, gazing out of the window as if searching for answers among the faintly shining stars. “I’m afraid that if I sleep, I’ll miss something important. The only thing I can grasp right now is the fleeting time between destruction.” His voice trembled gently, caught between responsibility and exhaustion.

  Oda looked at him intently, her eyes sparkling with determination. “Don’t treat yourself like a machine. We can take care of the world for a few hours without you.” She leaned back slightly, her posture radiating confidence that signaled she was ready to fight alongside him, not alone. Rinoa chimed in with her soft voice, “Have you ever thought, Fitran, that perhaps the world doesn’t need heroes but just someone willing to stay a little longer—even when everything feels weary?” Her voice was like morning dew, refreshing, her hope touching hearts and minds trapped in darkness.

  Fitran bowed his head, his eyes closed. “I don’t know how to be an ordinary human again. I’ve lived too long under expectations, too long as a wall that cannot crumble.”

  Iris took his hand, her fingers warm, feeling like the gentle rays of the morning sun. “If that's the case, at least today, be a regular human with us. Let us share the weight of the world, even if it's only half of it.” She diverted her gaze to the flickering campfire, its smoke dancing softly toward the sky, as she gently stroked Fitran’s hand with understanding.

  Oda patted Fitran’s back, firm yet affectionate, with a look that affirmed he was not alone. “The burdens of the world belong to all of us. Never believe that you carry them alone, or you’ll shatter faster than you think.” Oda’s voice resonated softly in the dim room, creating a warm atmosphere amid the cold night, where only the fire’s glow illuminated their faces.

  "I have lost so much. But I have also gained more than I deserve. Every love, every wound, every name I embrace… all of it has become my burden, yet also the reason I want to endure." Each word spoken by Fitran was enveloped in a mournful melody, blending with the sound of crackling firewood. In the quiet, only the flickering light of the flames danced among the bitter and sweet moments of his life, as if painting a living canvas of memories etched for eternity.

  The night slowly descended, as if the sky was reluctant to part with the light of day. Outside, the footsteps of soldiers resonated like a new rhythm—not for war, but to rebuild. Those steps created a symphony of hope, filling the cool air with a brave and firm presence. Fitran sat among Oda, Iris, and Rinoa. Their bodies leaned against each other, sharing burdens and hopes without the need for many words. Rinoa gazed far ahead, her eyes reflecting a longing for the past, while Oda gently stroked Rinoa's hand to provide comfort. The atmosphere among them was filled with a soft warmth and mutual support, even in silence.

  Although the sky may not yet be blue again, beneath the ruins, amidst all the wounds, the whisper of the wind occasionally carried the scent of wet earth, reminding Fitran of new hope. He looked around and saw the scattered debris of what once were majestic buildings, evoking a vague sense of joy. The moonlight peeked through the gaps in the ruins, casting dancing shadows on the open walls. In this moment, Fitran discovered something he had been searching for all along:

  He was not alone.

  And for one night, the weight of the world felt lighter—because there was enough love to support the flickering remnants of hope that were nearly extinguished. Each laughter, though faint, was like a cooling stream amidst the heat of sorrow. It was as if, during the darkness of the night, they together painted a new light, disregarding the scars that still lingered. Cai gently held Fitran's hand, signaling that she was there, fighting against the solitude.

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