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Recollection 3

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  The blonde took a slow, deliberate sip of her tea, letting the ceramic warmth linger against her lips. The floral notes were delicate, almost shy, with just enough sweetness to soothe the scratchy tension that had defined her week.

  Honestly, a girl needed her little rituals to stay sane when dealing with this lot.

  Across the kitchen island, however, sanity had clearly left the building.

  Reimi and Kaito were currently locked in a staring contest that bordered on the theatrical. Their eyes were unblinking, fixed on the final piece of food sitting on the counter like it was a sacred relic. It was just a flakey, golden-crusted meat bun — a small, unassuming cute little thing, but to watch them, you’d think it was the focal point of a struggle for the fate of the world.

  Kaito’s stare never wavered. His eyes burned with that ridiculous, over-the-top intensity he got whenever his pride was on the line. Being the oldest of the group, he really should have known better, but there he was, jaw clenched and muscles taut like a coiled spring.

  He looked ready to launch himself across the granite for that doughy prize in a display of power that was entirely unnecessary. It was almost cute, in a "troublesome big brother" sort of way.

  Reimi was no better. She was dead-set, her lips pressed into a thin, stubborn line. She looked like a lioness stalking prey, every bit focused on the kill. The air between them practically crackled; the kitchen felt heavy, like house itself was holding its breath to see who would snap first. The only sound to mark the moment was the soft, rhythmic ticking of the wall clock, mocking the stalemate.

  Then, there was Ruri.

  Dear, sweet Ruri was completely oblivious to the silent war zone. She was face-planted directly into a thick textbook, a tiny puddle of drool forming where her cheek met the page. Her glasses had been abandoned somewhere near the fruit bowl, and her hair — a messy tangle of black and premature white, framed her face in a way that looked almost angelic. If you ignored the snoring.

  Beside her, a half-finished cup of coffee sat stone-cold. She’d probably poured it hours ago when the study session started, but now it was just another forgotten casualty of the week.

  She lowered her tea with a soft, knowing smile.

  The two were similar in so many ways it was infuriating. They were both proud and stubborn, so of course, a meat bun would be the hill they chose to die on. Honestly, they were like two cats who refused to share their food bowl.

  It was a familiar dance, one they'd perfected over the past year. As the team’s mother hen, it was her job to break up these little squabbles before they escalated into property damage.

  She set her teacup down with a gentle click and pushed back from the island, the legs of her chair scraping softly against the tile.

  "Alright, you two," she sighed. "Break it up."

  Neither of them so much as flinched. Their eyes remained locked on their prize, the tension between them thick enough to cut with a knife.

  She sighed again, shaking her head fondly.

  The sound of glass doors sliding open finally broke the stalemate.

  Akane smoothly sauntered in, her heavy combat boots scuffing against the pristine tile of Kohaku's home away from home.

  Her movements were languid, confident, and she wore a scuffed black bomber jacket thrown over a black top and miniskirt. It was covered in patches and pins, a chaotic tapestry of bands she liked.

  She was mid-yawn, a wide, jaw-cracking stretch that showed off her sharp canines.

  She didn't break stride.

  Without even looking, she reached out, her fingers snatching the contested flakey bun right from under Reimi and Kaito's noses.

  Akane took a massive bite, her cheeks puffing out as she chewed, a look of pure bliss on her face. She leaned her elbow on top of Ruri's back, using her sleeping friend as a makeshift armrest.

  Then she swallowed, a lazy, satisfied smirk on her face. "Snooze ya lose," she said, her voice a low drawl, muffled by the remaining food in her mouth.

  Kaito turned away from Akane, his arms crossed over his chest, a scowl on his face. "Guh. You're such a goddamned gremlin, Akane."

  Akane just laughed, her voice a high-pitched throaty chuckle. "I know, I know. I try my hardest! Gotta keep you on your toes, man."

  She took another bite, her teeth ripping into the pastry with relish.

  "Seriously?" Reimi muttered, her eyes narrowing to slits. "That was ours. You're the absolute worst, Akane. I hate you."

  Akane just winked, her eyes sparkling with mischief.

  "Love you, too, my edgy little thorned rose," she cooed.

  Ruri, for her part, didn't even stir. She just groaned, a low, guttural sound, and swatted blindly at the air like she was shooing away a particularly annoying fly.

  Her hand connected with Akane's arm, a weak, sleepy slap that did absolutely nothing.

  Akane just chuckled, taking another bite of her stolen prize.

  Kohaku watched the whole scene unfold with a mixture of amusement and exasperation.

  Ruri, still sound asleep, let out a particularly loud, guttural snore that sounded like a cross between a chainsaw and a dying whale. A thin line of drool trickled down her cheek, pooling on the open pages of her textbook.

  "Ruri...?" Kohaku nudged her sleeping friend gently, her voice soft.

  Ruri didn't respond. She was dead to the world.

  Kohaku sighed, a wistful smile playing on her lips.

  She moved to the nearby couch and grabbed a fluffy throw blanket. With careful, gentle hands, she draped it over Ruri's shoulders, tucking it in around her. "There we go," she murmured.

  Ruri let out a soft, contented sigh in her sleep, snuggling deeper into the blanket.

  "She really does sleep like a brick, huh?" Akane observed, her mouth still full of meat bun. She took another bite, her eyebrows raising in appreciation. "Mmph. Man, these things are good."

  "Don't talk with your mouth full," Kohaku chided gently, her eyes crinkling at the corners. "It's rude."

  Akane just grinned at her, her cheeks bulging with food.

  Kohaku shook her head in mock exasperation..

  Kaito sighed, his gaze shifting to the floor-to-ceiling windows that lined the living room wall. The sun was just beginning to set over the city, painting the sky in shades of pink and gold.

  "I'm going to get some fresh air," he said, his voice low. He pushed off the counter, his movements stiff and controlled. He was trying his best to maintain his dignity, but Kohaku could see the faint blush of irritation and amusement on his cheeks.

  It made his eyes seem all the brighter.

  He slid the glass doors open, stepping out onto the expansive streets that overlooked the city. The doors hissed shut behind him, leaving only a hint of lingering tension in the air.

  "Tch. He's so dramatic," Reimi sighed, leaning back in her chair. She crossed her arms over her chest, her eyes flicking to the ceiling.

  Akane chuckled, her laughter deep and throaty.

  "You're one to talk, Rei-Rei," she teased, her tongue darting out to lick a stray crumb from her lip. "You're just as bad as he is. You were ready to murder each other over a little pastry."

  Reimi huffed, her eyes narrowing dangerously.

  "Don't call me that," she muttered, her voice low.

  Akane just grinned wider, her eyes twinkling with mischief.

  "What? Rei-Rei?" she asked, her voice dripping with false innocence. "Why? It's so cute. It suits you."

  Reimi's eyes flashed with annoyance, but before she could retort, Akane grabbed her backpack and opened the zipper. She pulled out a large, grease-stained paper bag and tossed it onto the counter with a satisfying thud.

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  "I got you these," Akane said, her voice dropping an octave.

  Reimi hesitated for a moment, her eyes narrowing suspiciously. She leaned forward, peering into the bag. Her eyes widened slightly as she pulled out a paper-wrapped packet, her nose twitching at the smell.

  "It's katsu," Akane explained, leaning against the counter. "And okonomiyaki. I figured you'd be hungry after that study session. And... well, you know." She gestured vaguely toward the door, where Kaito had left for a walk moments earlier.

  Reimi's eyes flicked from the packet to Akane, a mixture of surprise and something else — something warm and soft — flickering across her face. Her cheeks colored slightly, a delicate, rosy hue.

  "Thanks," she mumbled, her voice barely audible. She unwrapped the sandwich, the rich, savory smell of fried cutlet and fluffy bread wafting into the air.

  Akane just grinned, her teeth flashing white against the dark ink of her lipstick. "Anytime, edgy-baby."

  Reimi shot her a withering glare, her eyebrow arching in a silent warning. Akane just laughed, the sound ringing through the house. "I got you three double-porks with extra onions. And the special sauce. I know how you like it."

  Reimi's blush deepened, her cheeks burning a bright red. She ducked her head, focusing on the sandwich in her hands. "Shut up, Akane."

  "Make me," Akane teased, a playful smirk dancing on her lips.

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  Akane just laughed again, the sound deep and throaty. She moved to the living room, settling down on the couch, her combat boots hanging off the side.

  "Hey, Kohaku," she called out, her voice casual. "I brought some for you, too. They're in the bag. Help yourself."

  Kohaku nodded, a grateful smile on her face. "Thank you, Akane," she replied, reaching into the paper bag and pulling out a neatly wrapped package. She unwrapped it carefully, revealing a perfect, fluffy omelet sandwiched between two slices of toasted bread. It was a beautiful sight, and the aroma that wafted from the sandwich made her mouth water.

  "Ruri, too," Akane added, nodding towards their slumbering friend. "Though she might be logged out for a while."

  Kohaku looked at Ruri, still fast asleep and drooling on her book, and chuckled. "She worked hard today. Let her rest."

  Ruri snored loudly in response, her face smushed against the pages. It was a sound that would have been unseemly from anyone else, but from Ruri, it was endearing. Kohaku just shook her head, a fond smile on her lips.

  "Reimi's on her way," Akane called out, her mouth full of sandwich. "She'll be there in a minute."

  Reimi's head snapped up, her eyes wide. She scrambled to her feet, the half-eaten sandwich still clutched in her hand.

  "Coming," she called out, her voice tight and strained.

  She almost tripped over the rug in her haste, but managed to catch herself. She was out the door in a flash, her long hair flowing behind her like a dark banner.

  Akane watched her go, a wistful expression on her face.

  "She's so... intense," she murmured, her voice soft.

  "She is," Kohaku agreed, her gaze following Reimi out the door. "But she has a good heart."

  "Tell me something I don't know," Akane snorted, her lips curling into a wry smile. She took another bite of her sandwich, her eyes following Reimi's retreating form.

  Kohaku smiled, a knowing, gentle smile.

  "Oh?" she said, her voice soft. "Is that all it is?"

  Akane's head snapped up, her eyes wide. "What?"

  "Her intensity," Kohaku clarified, her tone light. "Is that all it is?"

  Akane's blush deepened, her cheeks burning a bright red. She ducked her head, focusing on the sandwich in her hands. "Shut up, Kohaku."

  "Make me," Kohaku teased, her eyes crinkling at the corners.

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  "..." Kohaku just laughed, her voice a warm, melodious sound.

  She took a sip of her tea, her gaze soft. "It's sweet," she said, her voice soft. "The way you look at her."

  Akane's head snapped up, her eyes wide. "What?" she sputtered. "Look at her? I'm not—"

  "You are," Kohaku interrupted, her tone gentle but firm as she pat Akane on the back. "And it's okay, you know. To feel that way."

  Akane's blush deepened, her cheeks burning a bright, almost painful-looking red. She ducked her head, her hair falling over her face like a curtain. "I... I don't..."

  "There, there," Kohaku murmured, gently patting her back again. "It's okay. I won't tell."

  Akane's shoulders slumped in defeat. She let out a long, weary sigh, her shoulders slumping in defeat. "I'm not... I'm not good at this," she muttered, her voice barely audible.

  "None of us are," Kohaku replied, her voice soft. "But that's part of the fun, isn't it? The trying?"

  Akane just shook her head, a small, wry smile playing on her lips.

  "I think we beat the crap out of each other more when she was the Ashbloom than any healthy friendship would allow for," Akane said, her a mixture of humor and wistfulness.

  "Be fair. She wasn't herself back then," Kohaku said, her tone gentle but firm. She took a sip of her tea. "She didn't know who she was. She didn't know who we were. She was just... lost."

  "I know," Akane replied, her shoulders slumping in defeat. She took a bite of her sandwich, her movements slow and deliberate. "But I'm still not good at this. The whole... feelings thing."

  "You'll get there," Kohaku said, her voice soft. "We all will."

  Kohaku's heart ached for her friend. She knew how much she cared for Reimi. She had seen the way her eyes lit up when Reimi walked into a room, the way her smile softened when the two of them were sparring. Whether verbally or physically.

  Akane sighed defeatedly.

  "She's always been a stubborn pain in the ass. But... when you cross weapons with someone, you learn their tells. Their rhythms. You learn a lot about them."

  "I know," Kohaku said, her voice soft.

  "She's all sharp edges and glares," Akane continued, her eyes distant. "But I see and always feel... something else. Something she tries so hard to hide. A vulnerability she'd rather die than show."

  "She's been through a lot," Kohaku said, her voice a gentle reminder.

  "We all have," Akane countered, her gaze hardening. "But she... she carries it differently. She wears her scars like armor. I just... I want to... I don't know. I want to see what's underneath."

  Kohaku's smile was sad, knowing. She knew exactly what Akane wanted to see. And she knew it was a dream that was doomed from the start.

  "Have you... have you ever looked at the way she looks at Momoka?" Akane asked, her voice barely a whisper. "It's... it's like the sun rises and sets with her. She's so... smitten. It's almost painful to watch."

  "I have," Kohaku admitted, her heart aching for her friend. "It's... it's a beautiful thing. To see her so... open."

  "It's stupid," Akane muttered, her voice thick with a strange, bitter emotion. "It's a stupid, hopeless crush on a girl who's so far out of her league it's not even funny. And she's so obvious about it. It's... it's pathetic."

  "Love is never pathetic, Akane," Kohaku said, her voice firm. "It's just... complicated."

  "Complicated," Akane snorted, her lips curling into a wry smile. "That's one word for it. And it wouldn't ever work, even if Momoka wasn't... you know. Momoka. She's the freaking sun and Reimi's..." She took another bite of her sandwich, her jaw working with a tense, grinding motion.

  Kohaku watched her, a sad, knowing smile on her face. It was always like this with Akane. She built up walls of sarcasm and indifference, but underneath it all, she was just as vulnerable as the rest of them. More, maybe. Because she was the only one who didn't have a shield.

  No stoicism like Reimi, no duty-bound focus like Kaito, no intellectual retreat like Ruri. She just stood there, raw and bleeding, and dared the world to take a swing.

  "Don't sell her short," Kohaku said, her voice a gentle chide. "And don't sell yourself short, either."

  "Please," Akane scoffed, gesturing with her sandwich. "I'm not the one she's mooning over. I'm the one she fights with. The one she glares at. The one she tells to shut up. I'm... convenient. A sparring partner. I'm not the one she writes bad poetry about in the margins of her notebook."

  "Is that so?" Kohaku asked, her eyebrow arching in a delicate, knowing curve.

  "Okay, fine," Akane conceded, her cheeks flushing slightly. "Maybe I haven't actually seen a notebook. But I can just tell. It's the kind of thing she'd do. All dramatic and broody. 'Oh, Momoka, your smile is like a thousand stars...' Ugh. It makes me want to puke."

  "I'm sorry, Akane," Kohaku said, her voice soft.

  Akane's head snapped up, her eyes wide with surprise. "For what?"

  "For... this," Kohaku said, gesturing vaguely at the room, at the world outside, at the unspoken truths that hung in the air between them. "For all of it. For the fact that you have to watch her be... herself. And for the fact that she can't see what's right in front of her."

  Akane's gaze softened, her shoulders slumping in defeat. "It's not your fault," she said, her voice a low, rough whisper. "It's just... how it is."

  "It's not fair," Kohaku insisted, her voice a little sharper than she intended.

  "No shit," Akane snorted, a wry smile playing on her lips. "But when has anything in our lives ever been fair?"

  She took a final bite of her sandwich, her chewing slow and deliberate. She looked out the window, her gaze distant, lost in thought.

  "You know," she said, her voice a little softer now. "You all have your thing. You're the glue. Ruri's the raw brains. And Kaito... he's our mind. Our logic. Her... her reason. He can always pull her back before she loses it."

  She paused, a bitter smile playing on her lips.

  "And I'm... just a brute," she finished, her voice a quiet, self-deprecating mutter. "I'm the one who can take a punch." She looked down at her hands, calloused and scarred from years of fighting. "I'm just... here."

  "That's not true, and you know it," Kohaku said, her voice firm. "You're the heart of this team, Akane. The fire. The steadfast body. You're the one who reminds us how to live."

  Akane just shook her head, a small, sad smile playing on her lips.

  "I just wish..." she started, her voice trailing off. She didn't need to finish the sentence. Kohaku knew exactly what she was going to say.

  "I wish she looked at me the way she looks at her."

  It was a raw, honest confession. A crack in the armor.

  "I know," Kohaku said, her voice a gentle, soothing balm. "I know."

  She reached out and squeezed Akane's shoulder, her touch warm and steady.

  "But for what it's worth," she added, her voice a little brighter, "I think you're the only one who sees all of her. The good, the bad, the ugly. The whole, messy, beautiful disaster. And you're still here. That counts for something."

  Akane's head snapped up, her eyes wide with surprise. "What?"

  "You're the only one who isn't afraid to call her out on her crap," Kohaku continued, her eyes crinkling at the corners. "You're the only one who can push her buttons and get away with it. You're the only one who can make her blush."

  She paused, a sly smile playing on her lips.

  "You're the only one who can make her feel anything real," she finished, her voice a low, confidential whisper. "And that... that's a power that not even Momoka has."

  Akane's blush deepened, her cheeks burning a bright, almost painful-looking red. She ducked her head, her hair falling over her face like a curtain again.

  "Shut up, Marigold," she muttered, her voice barely audible.

  "Make me, Hibiscus," Kohaku teased, her eyes crinkling at the corners.

  Akane just shook her head, a small, wry smile playing on her lips.

  "You're impossible," she said, her voice a low, fond grumble.

  "I know," Kohaku replied, her voice a warm, melodious sound. She took another sip of her tea, her gaze soft.

  "So, you and Zhi Wei are a thing now?" Akane asked, her voice a little too casual. She was trying to change the subject, but the flicker of curiosity in her eyes was genuine.

  Kohaku's blush returned, her cheeks burning a delicate, rosy hue. "We're... taking it slow," she admitted, her voice a little shy. "He's... he's a good guy."

  "Good guy?" Akane snorted, her lips curling into a wry smile. "He's a saint for putting up with you and... our mess."

  "He's patient," Kohaku corrected, her smile widening. "And he understands. He knows what it's like. He's... he's a good man."

  Akane just nodded, her gaze distant. "Yeah," she said, her voice a low, thoughtful murmur. "He is."

  She looked out the window, her eyes following the path of a lone bird as it soared across the sky.

  Kohaku took another sip of her tea, the warm liquid a comforting balm against the chill that had suddenly settled over her.

  It was a strange, sudden feeling, a premonition she couldn't quite shake. She brushed it off, blaming it on the early hour and the lingering exhaustion from the previous day's training.

  She took another sip of her tea, the taste a little bitter, a little sweet, a little... sad.

  She looked at Akane, her head thrown back, grinning in spite of the vulnerable moment.

  She looked at Ruri, still asleep, a small, peaceful smile on her face.

  She looked at the half-eaten sandwich on the counter, the greasy paper fluttering in the air.

  She looked at her friends, at the messy, chaotic, beautiful disaster that was their team, and felt a surge of affection so strong it almost took her breath away.

  She looked at the empty space where Reimi and Kaito had been, the ghosts of their rivalry still lingering in the air.

  She looked at it all, and she smiled.

  It was a good life.

  A messy, complicated, heartbreaking life at times.

  But it was hers.

  And she wouldn't trade it or them for anything in the world.

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